My Life and Satanism

 

I have been a Satanist for 4 years now, counting from the time I first invoked the Dark Lord at the age of 15. I felt like I was Satan's chosen to Become.

I wanted more than to just listen to gothic music and dress up like the rest of the kids. I wanted raw knowledge, power, and wisdom that only Satan himself could provide. It was from there that I established my own antimonian thinking and ways in life, that separated me from the rest of the herd of humanity.

With that said, I moved on to study Witchcraft and the occult arts. I studied astral projection, candle divination, tarot, visualization, and other New Age methods of enlightment. Not being enough, I took the plunge into Satanism.

I studied the works of Satanist Anton LaVey, his most notable the "Satanic Bible" I began to see the reality of Magick and how to manifest ones desires in the practical sense. I learned that Christians know nothing about true practical Magick and they fail to apply it in their lives, being blinded by white-light religions, and living the lie at the same time. Christians sin in the flesh and try to cover it up by asking for forgiveness instead of being honest with themselves. Honesty is a strength and virtue. Lieing to oneself is weak and insecure.

I moved on the study of Michael W. Ford and "Luciferian Witchcraft." I learned the ways of the Watchers, Lilith, and Cain. I essentially learned about the Black Flame and that it was very real; how to apply it in life to attain results. I began to understand things I never realized before, that I was Satan's child and that I was of Witch Blood, metaphorically meaning I was a true practitioner of the Black Arts. I continued to study the works of Mr. Ford and was enlightened by the dark writings, including the analysis of the Qlippoth, which grasped my attention the most.

I always wanted to explore the various hells, see them, feel them, and experience them.  My life as become a Hell since I invoked the dark entity known as Satan, and the bliss of Hell provided me an environment that was ideally my mind.

"Better to Reign in Hell, than to serve in Heaven."
 -Satan, Paradise Lost

 The invocation is the most significant hallmark in my life, and it was a major success.  Invoking Satan is not as hard as it seems, if you have the Will Power and energy to carry through with the working. You must first of all desire the outcome and be ready to devote your entire life to Satan.  Satan will come to you in various points in your life, always pushing you to achieve what you desire. And there is NO TURNING BACK once you have done this. You might as well sign a pact in blood, because the outcome is the same.  A friend of mine, by the name of Venus Satanas, actually did this, and it worked for her. But invocation worked for me.

 

The experience was very energetic as I had put much enthuism into the working, knowing in my heart that I wanted it more than anything.  And it was not mere material pleasures that I wanted, but much more, and something much more significant.  My relationship with Satan, and in essence, becoming like Satan. In better words, becoming my own God, or Daemon, and breaking my reliance on an outer God.

 

The outcome was as successful as the invocation, I had successfully opened the gates of Hell, journeyed into the pit, walked the infernal field, and
beheld my own Luciferian Angel.  More specifically, this Hell can also be described as the Eighth Hell, the sphere of HOD on the Tree of Daath, or the Qlippoth; the region of the Deceivers, the Druj, or the Demons of the Lie. I thus took up the magickal name "Drujo Samael" in the Order of Phosphorus. 

 

Studying Magick and the occult is now my life, and living it in a practical perspective.